My friend

Today I had a memory of an ex-close friend. She was one of the coolest females I had ever known. With a lifting smile and great personality, I loved to think of her as my white sister lol. I had such awesome times with her, and I am sure she could agree. I remember the one night I talked to her outside of T.N.T (some church), and we had our first personal talk, I felt like she was a great person. She loved many of the things I did, and she even introduced me to new things such as bands and “fun facts” lol.  I felt so close to her. She made me feel great about myself when I was with her, she paid attention to me in the right times. She didn’t like being talked down to, which wasn’t a problem for me. I loved jamming with her, even if it was for a while. We had so much fun doing the crazy things we did. The only time I remember ever feeling sad was when I found out that she had left, I was heartbroken. I considered her one of my best friends, why would she leave without saying a goodbye? I tried following her advice, “MAN UP” lol, but it didn’t really work. I messaged her and then she explained that she wanted her last day here to be a good one without any disappointments. I understood then. But I wanted to at least hug her one last time. She said she would visit; she has been in town before.  Maybe she is just too busy with other things or friends. Whatever the case, I miss this person, and I want to tell her that I still consider her a friend. This may not matter to her but I thought maybe if she, never mind. Goodbye friend, I will await to see your smile again.